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Friday, September 28, 2007

THANK YOU LUPE!

Finally someone says it all!

Friday, September 14, 2007

It's gonna be a rough, hard weekend, i can feel it
I need to find something to distract me
The day has already started off rough
It's only 9 am.
How am I supposed to get through this?
And why do I feel like I'm the only one that's hurting?
Would I feel better knowing that I'm not the only one?
This is all very new for me
And I don't want to ever go through anything like this again
Is that realistic though?
My co-worker asked me why I was moping around today.
I didn't know I was moping
Don't want to be a moper
That's pathetic...moping
I just need some closure
Something
Anything
Why can't I get that?
Does it mean I have to find closure within myself?
That's dumb...and too damn deep for me
I need face to face closure
I need you to LOOK ME IN MY FACE AND SAY IT!
You must not want to give me the satisfaction
Is this all a part your little game
I'm just being sucked right in
I really need to get a backbone
I never realized how weak I can be
This is all so new for me
Guess it had to happen sometime
Everybody has to go through it once, right?
But do they though?
I wonder if there's anyone who has never gone through it?
I just really need to get it together
I thought I was ok
I guess it depends on the day
or the hour
Ok, the more I write the more it hurts
I'm stopping